MELISSA 120689
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
i'm alive but I’m losing all my drive cause everything were been through and everything about you
seemed to be a lie a guiltless twisted lie it made me learn to hate you or hate myself for letting it pass by
Saturday, September 27, 2008
whoever said changes are good?
i hate changes. i hate new things because it means i have to unlearn and relearn. it means i have to let go of something familiar. the new facebook format really is dreadful and strange. blogger is annoying me too with all that nonsense about upgrading of template and only allowing us to choose from a pathetic variety of awful designs. i had to revert to classic template just to get this design up. BUT reverting also means i have trouble installing my haloscan comments! it's really upsetting and annoying at the same time. ARGH. i really want my haloscan backkk ): not to mention, there's something wrong with my archives too. HELP ANYONE?? html/web page experts? i shouldnt have skip all those weeks of my computer science lessons. it MIGHT actually make a difference. shit.
Friday, September 12, 2008
![]() I'd like to run away from you. But if I were to leave you I would die. I'd like to break the chains you put around me. And yet I'll never try No matter what you do you drive me crazy. I'd rather be alone But then I know my life would be so empty As soon as you are gone Impossible to live with you. But I could never live without you You make me sad. You make me strong You make me mad. You make me long for you You make me live. You make me die You make me laugh. You make me cry for you You treat me wrong. You treat me right You let me be. You make me fight with you You make me high. You bring me down You set me free. You hold me bound to you I hate you. Then I love you Then I love you Then I hate you Then I love you more For whatever you do I never, never, never Want to be in love with anyone but you. pavarotti/celine ♥
Sunday, September 07, 2008
10 random facts:
1. it's 2.07am and i am craving for cornflakes & pancakes. breakfast anyone? 2. during introduction in COMM class, bella was made to describe me and so she said: this is mel and her birthday is on the 12 of june. She's a walking contradiction (pauses) ...but a very intelligent cheerleader. the entire lecture room roared and cheered. WHAT NOW. 3. i forced baby to watch gossip girl and it turns out that he got addicted, finishing season 1 in less than a week. 4. to frolick i go? if successful, please drop by & visit (kiv) 5. 5 more days to 6. i had a nasty eye infection, recovering with no avail from a very persistent sore throat and is currently nursing an ulcer on my lip 7. what should i wear for wedding at four seasons tomorrow? 8. i miss rhonda tan. BFFN WE NEED TO TALK. 9. WHO'S FEELING RICH? sponsor me a miumu/chanel/burberry wallet? feel free to drop me a mail, wall me on fb or to make things alot easier, just call (: ps: I LOVE YOU! 10. i still want my cornflakes and pancakes. ):
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
2 fridays back, ![]() ![]() i must say, i'm quite pleased. all BT, FT and TP have been neatly polished off on first attempt. congratulate me, wont you? (: Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find school started a week back and i'm already having my first test on psychology the day after tomorrow. i see a serious need to start detaching myself from the old world where day slips into night and every single day has been just hours broken up into different segments. Just a few dust bunnies left to sweep under the rug...and i'm all ready. Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten
Monday, August 25, 2008
How i spent my last few weeks counting down to first day of school on the 25th.
Taboo with the usuals ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Autumn nights, it seems, are long by repute alone scarcely had we met when morning’s first light appeared, leaving everything unsaid. i can hardly believe it but it's already our 2nd month (: a lovely evening spent at Shangri-la. i must say, the spread of food there was fascinating. desserts were...to put simply, pure bliss. not surprising to have The Line living up to its name as the supposed 'mother of all buffets'. to think i nearly suffered from a panic attack as i rushed to get everything ready for baby's surprise. but it was cute seeing him sitting across the table in silence, with the slightest hint of a smile, trying to take in every detail of the surprise. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart Cause she's everything Everything I'm not. - The Veronicas I'm not perfect. Just all messed up.
Friday, August 08, 2008
so much has happened since july and i dont know where i should begin. before i know it, august has crept up on me and that spells a final 3 weeks till school officially starts. has summer melted away at such great speed? how did it get late so soon? but i'm feeling good these days. the kind of good that i've long forgotten how it must feel. it's strange how a twist of fate can throw me off my supposed path and usher in new beginnings. although i do not deny, tough days are awaiting. i can only pray that this affection we share is strong enough to see us through.
alright that's enough musing. back to some solid details of what has been going on in my mundane life, occasionally peppered with interesting events to keep me hanging on till the 25th. work with rhonda dear @ the Asian Food Delight 2008, Singapore Expo Hall from 1st-3rd august. baby came early in the morning to pick me up for work. he isnt exactly a morning person to begin with, so i really appreciate it (: nothing much happened during work just that we both were hot & bothered by noon although i must say, highlight of that day was definitely: I LOST MY FREAKING WALLET ): how upsetting really and i just hope the person who stole it to suffer sleepless nights, get food poisoning, fall into the toilet bowl or anything. ))))): now i have to get myself a new wallet, replace everything important. already i have half a mind to not have my IC done, it costs like a hundred bucks?! and for what, to make myself look awful/ black & white on a sheet of plastic? At least they should provide some kind of photoshop-ping service for that exorbitant price they're charging. i am upset, STILL. baby made my day by springing up unannounced at my workplace the next day. We were messaging. M: I am so tired... ): what're you doing now dear? J: Watching tv what else. haha. how's your flyer? have you had your lunch? I was miserable and all lethargic, i remember and could hardly bother with surroundings. I've yet to reply to his message either. And thats when he crept up from behind me, instantly chasing them blues away. I never felt so happy/relieved seeing him, think i literally jumped into his arms. haha. so much for watching tv my dear (: the silly boy repeated his little trick but with a slightly different excuse on my last day of work too. this time around, it was "i'm drinking coffee" and next thing i knew, he was right behind me. ![]() ![]() ![]() A SHORT VIDEO: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PMcEB8sfXYA rhon took it while we were goofing around at work. as always, WATCH IN HIGH QUALITY. thank you baby! you have no idea how much you made work easier to endure. and rhonrhon, it was fun working with you & bitching about everything current. i'm glad those days at work allowed us time to do some good catching up. keep your chin up girl! a fresh beginning is just around the corner. 2nd august, baby's mom/grandma invited me along for his grandfather 75th birthday celebration. At 7pm i found myself sitting down at a private dinner held at Noble House. Great food, friendly people & amusing entertainment helped calm some nerves. His dad was seriously hilarious & an awesome host at that. Oh not forgetting, i had to walk up front and using the microphone, give my blessings to his grandfather like how all the other grandkids did. We were reminded to be creative so it was horrible being the last because everything else has been said! At the end of that night, i was as known as the cat because dear grandma couldn't pronounce my name ): ![]() ![]() this entry shall come to an abrupt end because i'm feeling drained from such tedious updates. for more photos, to facebook you go. mel, out.
Friday, July 18, 2008
it's been more than a month since my birthday. photos are up on fb so the right people will be able to see them. and, here are the videos of that night.
get to the youtube website & REMEMBER TO WATCH IT IN HIGH QUALITY! (: and i pieced the rest of the short clips together x
Thursday, June 26, 2008
and off i am again, to all time fav BKK (:
will be back a week later i suppose i'll upload the photos from my pre birthday bash after my trip so... toodles! (: ps: damn i love my grandad |